Post by Kevin Jonas on Jun 24, 2009 10:11:43 GMT -5
it's the one and only
PAUL KEVIN JONAS JR.
[/color][/font]PAUL KEVIN JONAS JR.
hey people! just in case you already didn't know, my name is paul[/b]. that name is great and all, but it's okay if you wanna call me kevin instead. i know it may not look it, but i'm only twentyone! crazy, right? yeah, well i turned that on November 5. i'm not gonna lie, i have some pretty good looks. i have this amazing black, and curly hair. and oh my gosh, don't even get me started on my gorgeous brown eyes. i'm about 5' 9'' tall. the scale says i'm 145 lbs, but i don't believe it. i love girls. my friends say i'm obsessed. the magazines say that i'm a actor and singer, but i'm just an ordinary boy from Teaneck, New Jersey.[/color][/color][/center]
, the cameras never stop clicking[/i][/color][/color][/font]
current projects ,
, and i'll never stop thinking[/i][/color][/color][/font]
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, about how it would have been[/i][/color][/color][/font]
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my name is , melly
age , optional
contact , pm is fine
oh snap , Hollywood Dreams and broken hopes
experience , 1-2 years
where you found us , an ad on a site, can't remember which. =[
roleplaying example ,
(from a harry potter rp)
And a perfect rainbow never seemed so dull
And the lights out
tagged: carmy first, then everyone he knows
status: done!
notes: O.o i dun know, this makes me sad
lyrics: black keys-jonas brothers
And a perfect rainbow never seemed so dull
A curly-haired young man stood all alone, in front of a shop, called ''The beat in my head'. He sighed, as if believing he would never return here again, eyes shining with tears, For him, everything had changed, and he sort of wished that it hadn't. All he wanted was for things to go back to the way they were. For his closest friends to be there, them being the three amigos. And his brother...wasn't angry. That was a fantasy, he knew, but Seth could always dream. But now, he took a deep breath. It was time he showed his youngest brother that he had meant what he said. That he truly would take himself completely out of Jacob's life. And the easiest way was...well, morbid. But what else was there to do? He felt so guilty over having insulted his brother's girlfriend, and having been so rude, he found there was no other way out. It was sad, but he just couldn't think of another way when he was so upset. His darker part of mind made him sure that there was no other way. It did sort of make him wish that he had admitted everything to Ceci though, just hoping for a real relationship for once. But, Seth guessed romance just wasn't meant for him.
But oh well, he'd get over it. Seth took a deep breath, and walked away from his shop, locking it up behind him. Well, he had written some sort of a will recently, which said that if he did die, his shop would be given to Jacob. Even though his brother had been mad, and was probably still mad, Seth wanted Jacob to have it. It made him feel like maybe there was a chance to get Jacob to miss him, if nothing else. The curly-haired man closed his eyes for a moment, trying to keep himself from losing it, too soon. He would have his moment of fear, but it wasn't now. No, now, he would write a letter to Carmen to tell her he was sorry. Seth owed her a lot, and knew what he was going to do would hurt people. But he felt like there was no other way. He would give his brother the way out. He would give Jacob the chance to enjoy life without his overbearing older brother around insulting his love interests. Seth knew it wasn't respectful of him, and he wanted to apologize. But, not doubt, Jacob would probably ignore everything he tried. Seth knew his brother. The guy was stubborn, and it was understandable, but it still made Seth sad.
Dear Carmen, I haven't thought about this for too long, only a couple of days, but I think it's right. I don't like knowing that people I love the most hate me. And I'm pretty damn sure Jacob hates me. I know you'd tell me not to get so worried, or so upset, but I can't help it. He's my brother, and I love him. Even if he hates my guts for what I said. I can't believe that he got so wound up over some girl, who I don't think I'd ever get along with. If you could think of creepy cheerful, that would be her. But oh well, that's not what I need to talk about. I'm so, so, so sorry that I am doing what I am, I know it'll hurt you. But I don't see another way out. Please don't kill anyone, even if you think they deserve it. I love you so much, you're the greatest friend anyone could have. If I did anything to upset you, or embarrass you throughout the years, I'm sorry. By now maybe you've guessed it...but yes, I am suicidal. If Jacob still hates me when I'm dead, then tell the people to ignore the will, and that you and Chrys should run my shop. I don't want anyone to feel guilty about my act, tell Lucy I'm sorry, but I was too upset to talk about it. I still hate the way I snapped at my brother.
It wasn't right of me. I do really mean it when I say sorry, so many times. Love you bestie.
Seth
P.S. Tell everyone that I'll miss them, and that this was my choice.
After that was dealt with, his owl away now too, Seth walked along, trying to figure out the best way to do it. He was terrified of doing it the magical way. He just couldn't bring himself to do it that way. Still, he would figure out something that would finally make his youngest brother happy again. After all, his brother was important, and no matter what happened, Seth wanted to emphasize that. He walked down a street, and into some sort of park area. Seth wasn't really sure about it, but he found a rock. Instantly he knew what he could do, and he cringed. He was afraid of the pain. Just great, he would die a wimp. Seth sighed and picked up the large rock, and let himself stare at it for a while. Setting it back down, he shook his head. It would have to be a different way. Seth sat down at a quiet table near a cafe he and Carmen used to go to all the time. Finally, he figured it out. Seth tried to mutely do this spell that he thought was right, and closed his eyes as he felt a crazy amount of pain. Maybe it would have been better if he had just said the killing curse. But it was too late now, his head hurt terribly, his eyes drowning in the wetness that were tears, before he felt everything go dark.
The curly-haired young man collapsed in his seat, his head resting on the table as if he only fell asleep. His wand rested on the table, tanned hand weakly clinging to it. Every now and then, deep breaths hinted at his being alive, while there was no other sign of movement. No twitching, fidgeting, and the like. Time continued on, oblivious to this new development. The cafe owner walked out to take out the trash to see him still there, and tried to poke him to move, and the curly-haired man fell out of his chair. The cafe owner had no idea what to do, and thus checked the boy's pockets. In it, there was nothing to find. The owner rushed inside the cafe, not sure what to do, and had quite an amount of customers, so he couldn't deal with the curly-haired mystery man. People walked by ignorantly, and finally the cafe owner just put the boy back in the chair, as if he had noticed absolutely nothing, and went back to serving his customers.
And the lights out
tagged: carmy first, then everyone he knows
status: done!
notes: O.o i dun know, this makes me sad
lyrics: black keys-jonas brothers
so this application was made by aly, aka hollywood ! of CAUTION2.0! please keep this credit on, if you don't i'll get you. muahahaha.
